Minimalism Relationship

I Hate Being Human

December 20, 2015

There are way too many days when I feel like I’m just not getting it right. Sometimes I’m not sweet enough, other days I lose my temper, sometimes I’m too nice. There are times when I doubt if I’m making the right decisions and choices regarding my kids. Some days I want to smack myself for saying the wrong thing to Naoma, or for not being the man she deserves. There has been a lot of change in my life in the last three years and I’m not sure of the long term consequences of all of these changes and actions. Many things I have gained, but there has been so much loss as well. I just wish sometimes I had the wisdom of God to see the cause and effect of every little thing to assure that I am making the best possible decisions for those who love me. Fear, Uncertainty and Doubt are the three things that make being human really suck sometimes.
…But what other choice is there?

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  • Louise D'Orio December 22, 2015 at 12:48 pm

    I feel the exact same way Ralph!! These words are like I’ve written them myself. I suppose we need to go through the uncomfortableness of being human in order for our souls to grow.
    I love the blog! Such relatable heartfelt writing.
    You and Naoma are doing a fantastic job.